I thought you knew...
That I would never do this to you.
That I would never ever hurt you like you want me to.
That despite it all, I am here.
You are my sister.
You are someone I love, and yet...
Who am I?
The ugly duckling?
Naw, I am a model.
The pretty one?
No way, she too fat.
So who am I to you?
Oh wait I know:
The failure,
Stupid,
Space fill,
Fun,
Good fuck,
One Night,
unwanted piece of shit,
you let me believe this.
Nope,
I am myself.
And, Nope,
You Cant Change Me.
-Crystal_
